10 days til that holiday
Yaaaaay~
Wooh.
Yeah.

Happy Holidays everyone. Have a good New Year and I hope you've accomplished all of your New Year Resolutions from last year.

well....

Let's see...what to say...

Okay. I got it.

Positive: It's Wednesday, which means just 2 more days of school for this week.

Negative: I cried in school yesterday.

Anyway..
Hi guys *waves*
I know you've all been SO looking forward to the next chapter of HoNE (and by all I mean you Shelby). Don't worry guys, I'll upload it eventually. It's just 10 chapters so that's what....four left? Yeah. Four. And after that I'll go back to putting up the usual (poems and such). Maybe I'll make another HoNE...I've got a few ideas..

Don't really know why I'm droning on like this...nothing really to talk about...just thought I'd keep you guys updated...
But, you know, *shrug* who cares really

*sigh*

Didn't eat much today...not really hungry anymore..
I suppose starving yourself is a form of suicide...as long as you're purposefully doing it, huh? Eh.... I DO eat. Just not as much as I should. Blame me, don't blame me.

Just feeling kinda like "whatever" right now. I don't know.

Hmmm....I burned one of my pictures the other day. Just took it down the hill, put a lighter to it, and then it was gone in seconds. Just gone. That quick. That easily. Amazing. Truly amazing.

All that's left is ashes, but I'm sure that's gone by now too. Without a trace. Maybe one day I'll put a lighter to everything. Sketch book. Drawings. Make a big burn pile and just burn it all down. Might even add my heart to it too. Then it would all be gone. My creations. Everything. Maybe I'll do that... one day...

*shrug*

Maybe

"Do you STILL have that cough?" the boy sitting in front of me asked. "Why don't you just go to the doctor already?"
I stared at my paper filled with equations. Would I ever really need this stuff? I looked up and grinned evilly at the boy. "Because I am one." I pulled out my scalpel and slit his throat, then looked around at all of the gawking faces. I sat back in my chair as if nothing had happened.
"Well?" The boy asked, waiting for my reply.
I mumbled a response and went back to my work.

"I bet she cuts herself."
I could hear the snickering behind me. I turned around and looked at the two girls and the boy sitting at a table a few feet away from me. The girls looked away. The boy was too busy laughing to notice.
I picked up my book and went straight to his desk. The book met his confused face with a perfect SMACK! I hit him again and again until I could no longer see his smile. The laughing was still there. I threw the book on the ground and walked out of the room.
The bell rang. I took one last glance at the snickering people behing me before grabbing my backpack and heading to lunch.

If only...






This is what goes through my mind. Monday through Friday. Just wondering what it would look like to you guys...
No, the violence never happened. Just a daydream guys. Just a daydream...

So...last night I saw Where the Wild Things Are (because I've been bugging my mom about it since I saw the first commercial)
And my mom and I went to see it.

It was really good, except we both cried when we left the theatre (yes, we are SUCH girls)

10 reasons why you shouldn't watch this movie:

1. It's sad
2. It explains Life
3. It is NOT what a child should watch
4. It induces crying
5. You'll probably think it sucks, because it's sad
6. The ending isn't something you'd consider "happy"
7. It's not a fairytale "Hey let's have fun because everything's okay!" movie
8. You'll think about it for weeks after you leave the theatre
9. Everyone in the room won't say a word when the movie's over
10. It will open your eyes

So, a message to all of you: DO NOT WATCH WHERE THE WILD THINGS ARE!
.....EVER!

You know how in your schools during the moment of silence on 9/11 they ask you to take a moment and honor the people who died? I don't mean to sound cruel, but I don't think we should do that. 9/11 was a horrible day that no one should be forced to remember. Don't you think the people that died on that day would want us to move on from it and think of the happy memories of them and not the bad ones?

Just saying.